I got used to having you share the bed with me most nights. I got used to it again. Now it’s just empty, and reminds me of you. I got used to being with you again. And laughing with you again.
The thing is, I may have gotten use to it, and it may be currently gone, but that doesn’t mean I won’t try and be alright.
I’ve been through this before. And I’ll go through it again. But it’s different this time.
I want you to be alright. To be okay. To talk to me when you think you need to. Don’t block me out like the first time, because I don’t want that.
You’re the most incredibly person and I wish you knew that. How grateful I am to have you In my life.
Being in love with someone and loving someone are completely different things, they are.
I’m here. I care for you. I want you to be alright. I know times are tough but you deserve the best possible life.
Someday I’ll say this to your face. But this will do for now